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im a writer not a speaker im weird but im expressive i use ballpen not pencil im a dreamer not a worker i see but i dont look i understand not just read

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

waaah

i saw i saw him!!!!
i am not sure if im happy about it or what..
in in my ugly mode
yah as in i dont know what is happening
and he is really fun of beautiful girls
and he is really hmmmmmmm
yah im crazy

Monday, November 3, 2008

banana cake moments

why cant people realize the true message of the subject psychology??
the study of behavior and mind
even if the school took 1 sem teaching all the things that will make us understand people
some are still judging people
how can you be in college if you cant understand the essence of all the lessons
yah i dont know what the DUE said but its really obvious
im not famous that gossips are in my world
im not beautiful but i think its not a sin
its not my fault that i have this appearance but i believe im not like a monster
or is md the reason????
he is the one looking
and im not reacting to it
oooh why cant people realize what i had realize in the past years
they are too busy doing it that the dont know if it is hurting others
but atleast i realized that im uniquely different from all of them
because i have this heart and mind set not to hurt people

Thursday, October 23, 2008

eng,m.d,maam,doc,

house family home
we are never consider the best family in the world
one thing is we are not happy
our home is empty
after nine oclock only the helper is inside our big little house
and 5 o'clock we will meet again
but this time is a hot water time
all is really tired so no one talks like a bonding moment as they say
it is really irritating
it affected as so much that even us,siblings, are not treating each other well
because thats how my parents did so
in our business place they are like the perfect parents you will dream of
but that is not how our house was treated
full of practice personalities in here
we are full of shouting moments
like you really dont want to go home in here
thats how i feel right now
i'm asking myself whats with this house
it is so disappointing that our house is physically new but emotionally useless space for everyone
is this all the mood of every house i saw
why am i going home in this house
i will never design a house in this kind of feeling
i am an engineer that will build strength for the family to realize whats this strength for
i am an architect that will design a house that has an heart of a mood that every second will not be a over dark or too light
i am
accountant that will balance or estimate the need of my loved ones not just in financial way but in the emotional way too
i am a busy doctor that will make time to check up things in my shelter
i am a politician that can command peace in the four corners


and soon......